Grace

I fell for you because I wanted to make you happy and give you what you wanted in life, because I felt compassion for you and realized I could be the one one to make you happy. This was the wrong reason to fall in love with you perhaps.
Your fourth sentence is untrue and is simply trying to start an argument or hurt me. These words and thinking will not help you.
We did have many fun times together but I see now that the more I back down and pay for things, the more you yell at me and make me do things and test me. It is only escalating on your part, as I become less confrontational on my part.

Your last sentence.
Congratulations may be in order. not saddness. Because this is what you wanted or at least what you thought you may have wanted. Although your were a little unsure. I can certainly will be a father to my child. Anything else you need you can let me know. However, some things, emotional things, I will be unable to do. This is not my fault. There is nothing wrong with me. i am not a bad person. If you think that I am, then you are mistaken about that.
Some things that I would have been able to do before, I cannot do now because your words hurt me, deeply. Probably because I love you and I let them in, instead of just hating you or ignoring you. If you want a healthy baby, then you cannot be stressed. I am not the cause of your stress. Although you do become more stressed when I am around I suppose. Do not blame me. However, if the sight of me moves you to anger, then I will help you from a distance.

If you are thinking you want to kill the child because it is mine or because you hate me or some such reason, I would ask that you please don't do this. This will hurt you as well. This will not make you happier. It will hurt your health and your emotions.

You could be in a wonderful situation, with the man of your dreams and a good career, but you are afraid of it . If you wake up to how good your life can be right now, then you will see it. I am not to blame for your unhappiness. I may be to blame for my unhappiness but not yours. I will not try to think of more clever ways to court you or say the right thing to put you at ease because the hatred is from you, not from me. Furthermore, I'd rather court you from my heart and not just trying to be clever. My romantic love for you is severely injured at the moment and indeed has done me no good and has only brought out temporary happiness in you, followed by anger... which hs then caused me to be angry a month ago, and by now just hurt, injured and disturbed.