Writings in Horse Stance

Effort.
Am I too lazy to put forth the effort?
To have hard bones about success?
I enjoy practising as opposed to studying, but I have not put forth the effort
to become something amazing. This should be able to happen with in a couple of years if I put my mind to it. Why can't I do it?
It is not that I do not have the time to practice. WHy don't I stay in horse stance all day long as I am now?
Of course I would constantly be sweating.
And work would be harder since brain function is inhibited by this stance if you are not used to it.
Yes I am having trouble typing.
I need to take a chunk of my life and truly focus on Kung Fu.
But this is not something easy.
It doesn't leave room for other things mentally.